AbbyElena

It's been almost five years since I last visited my homeland, and I'm excited and scared at the same time. My last visit in 2009 left me a bit traumatized but I think I'm okay now. My stepmother and half brother in China had tried to kill me with a kitchen knife. I was shaking and crying when I escaped in a taxi that night. After that event, I couldn't feel safe anymore. I changed my flight to return to the US sooner, and never wanted to go back again. But that's in the past now. I miss my grandparents and other relatives. I miss the food, the cicadas, the unique mountainscape of Sichuan, and ever dwindling bits of the old city that's quick

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I have not been feeling good at all fpr the past 2 weeks..I am extremely depressed. (please dont send me notes, im not looknig for attention) Im not sure when I will submit something..this is mostly a warning to the people who have commissioned me..Either you can wait until i feel fucking happy or you can find a different person to draw the commission. just send a note saying so so that i know.. please do not feel offended if i have not replyed back to any comments..i just cant im sorry. im so done i dont know what to do anymore, ill try my best to continue whatever whenever..right now i just need some time to sit and do nothing.